I am just going to take a minute here to whine... I feel like my body is falling apart. I have pain shooting through every part of my body, from my head to my toes and every part in between. I wish I was exaggerating when I say every part, but I am not. Last night I couldn't stop crying because everything hurt so bad. I'm not sure if it is the result of the pain or just an accompanying issue, but my joints are so stiff that when I try to move it happens very slowly. I feel depressed and lethargic, I'm tired all the time no matter how much sleep I get. And on top of this, I haven't had a period in five months... that's almost half a year. When I realized this morning how long that is... it made it seem much worse. I'm wondering if these problems are all related, or if they are individual, or maybe one is causing all the others. All I know is, I would like a functioning body again, because I'm only 23 and my body seems to think it is 70 something.
Sorry to anyone reading this having to just "hear" me complain, but I just needed a moment to vent.
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